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I have a dream and i intend to chase it. Hi I'm 22 live out of home and I'm fairly easy going, I'm really not one for the whole 'club/pup scene' being a non-drinker
I would much rather a night in with a bunch of movies

Heavy music is where my mind is at and i follow with a passion, being the vocalist of a band suited to this genre keeps me fairly active and allows for a great release of passion and energy.

I enjoy reading, writing, movies and videogames.
When the weather is nice i love a long drive and a walk through some green scenery.
I love trees.

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TL; DR

I know I have all but vanished and for good reason, I have had a lot go down in the last few months. I’d like to think its all over but I know it’s not and I’m struggling.

In the past few months I have lost friends, lost a house mate, my family, my phone, the girl of my dreams, all my money, my band and nearly my job among many other issues and problems along the way.

I have indeed tried and failed multiple times to kill myself and have seeked help for the problems I am having and I urge anyone feeling this way to do the same.

I don’t know if the help is working it’s hard to say, fighting these feelings is a day by day struggle, anyone who has been through this knows,
If you have my number, please call or text anytime, I always like to know someone out there cares.

I don’t know if I wan’t to re-enter “social society” but I am still alive, even if only just

# think what you want

# i hate me more than you ever can